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Thursday, January 4, 2001, 02:53 a.m.
pah i'm tireeeddd.... Carine unexpectedly came and I had to walk her to Temasek Hall afterwards. My poor feet, I've made them walked so much today. It's not that I didn't enjoy it. I love walking. People think I'm crazy to walk all the way from KR to Bizad every day. It's just I had an accident once where I sprained my left foot badly so now when the weather is cold and dampy, or when I've been walking too much, it aches >.<
CFMs are a pain in the ass >.< So is add/drop/swap exercise. Why can't I move my Wednesday class to Friday, damn it!!!!!!! I hate school.
Wednesday, January 3, 2001, 09:35 p.m.
I have a scanner! I have a scanner!
*looks around the room eagerly for more things to be scan*
Oh my first trials of scanning result in this and this. Both of them are pictures tacked on my board right above my desk, so when I'm in front of my computer I can see them ^^ They're both pics of my friends during the Yearbook 2000 Committee's thanksgiving meal, which I sadly missed since I was already in Singapore then >.<
Wednesday, January 3, 2001, 02:43 a.m.
ZS is driving me crazy. I uploaded the files to geocities only to find geocities ruining my files in the process. Thankfully, envy.nu is currently up for the time being.
Ack! >.<
Wednesday, January 3, 2001, 01:18 a.m.
Have I mentioned how much I love Alexa's cherrycoma.net? I totally TOTALLY love Coverboys and Covergirls' current Sakura & Syaoran layout!!! It's sooooooooooo sweet & cute! *glomps Alexa* I want that pic!!! ^^
NOTE : SELENE IS A MANIC PSYCHOTIC S/S FAN, IF YOU HAVEN'T NOTICED
Wednesday, January 3, 2001, 12:51 a.m.
[[ currently listening to : RK OVA ]]
Went out the whole day with Sabs and watched her splurge all her parents' money on anime, manga and CDs. And yes, we did drooled on Aya since Sabs bought the WK artbooks. She let me borrow them until the next time I come home to Jakarta but I took a long look at them and decided not to. It's not that they're not good, but I just don't think I'll use them.
I'm buying myself a scanner tomorrow. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! I'll also do a lil bit of necessity shopping. I think tomorrow will be the last day I can do that. I'll be having comm works perpetually from now on. I'm even sure I'm supposed to have something to do tomorrow, but since I didn't come back in time for tonight's meeting, I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I'll give my PD a call in the morning to let her know I'm already in the country.
I bought RK OVA soundtrack and Wish vol 2 today. All because I took Sabs to my favourite places and I felt rather compelled to buy something too ^^ We had a great time, though. Dinner was full of gossips and I swear I'm gonna kill Sabs if she tells a certain someone what I just told her.
IASC just got a new layout and 3 new members :) Envy.nu is down again so I'll be moving ZS back to geocities again soon >.<
Tuesday, January 2, 2001, 04:14 a.m.
kyahaha layout done but i haven't finished the HTML-ing yet. will do it tomorrow. god, I have a bad headache coming >.<
Tuesday, January 2, 2001, 03:07 a.m.
gack, I'm beginning to hate IASC layout >.< I'll make a new one tomorrow, if I can. Sabs is here and I'm supposed to take her anime-shopping and then we'll sit down in a coffee joint somewhere drooling over Aya.
Or I'll defy all odds and make one now. I could sleep for 4 hours in Jakarta for choir practice, why can't I do that here?! Maybe it's because tomorrow I have Statistics lecture. Yuck. I prefer choir over anything else. oh damn must return my long-overdue books to the library as well *gag*
Now you see why I'm always in such a bad mood here????
Tuesday, January 2, 2001, 01:44 a.m.
[[currently : back in dratty hall room in singapore]]
i'm too lazy to make a layout so this time it's just a plain page, ok? i have a lecture tomorrow at 12, but before that I have to go through the horror they call "add/drop/swap" exercise, which is actually, when you arrange your schedule for the semester. here's what'll happen : I'll go in to a computer lab at the faculty, and if i'm lucky i won't need to queue, then I'll sit in front of the computer and do the necessary changes I want. If I'm well-prepared, it'll only take me a few minutes. If I'm not, I can be stuck there for over an hour scrutinizing hundreds of class schedules, checking my time table, checking my friends' time table, and redo my schedule. And if I find that there's just one bloody class that just won't fit into my schedule, I have to do everything all over again. and if that's not enough, I can end up going back there the next day and do everything again.
I'll also be doing Anne's swap tomorrow so we'll both end up in John's class ^^ I hate this thing! I hate everything with the word "EXERCISE" in it >.<
J, saw your log. I also have one at scribble.nu, you know *wink* That one is rather personal, though. I'll e-mail you tomorrow. PROMISEEEEEEEEE!
Monday, January 1, 2001, 03:28 a.m.
Happy New Year!
I'm so tireddddddddd--!! Going to bed now.
(I'm leaving for Singapore tomorrow. Oh yuck.)
Sunday, December 31, 2000, 12:47 a.m.
i'm feeling bored but i'm too lazy to do anything.... I haven't even watched that RK OVA I've been meaning to watch *sigh* IASC has 5 members now! Not bad :)
I want to make a new layout for that site. Come to think of it.... I have lots of layouts to make >.< *yawn* I'll just make some new buttons and then go to bed.
Saturday, December 30, 2000, 06:33 p.m.
envy.nu is down again >.< and I haven't had the chance to have a backup at the old geocities site..... ARGH! Anyway, sorry for ZS being down for the moment. It's really about time I get my own domain and server.... now, if Daddy Tosh would finance me, it'd be just great *wink* (come now daddy, you are my father, arent you?)
gonna watch RK OVA nowwwwww...
oh we have a group blog now for the farmies now *wink* ... it's bloopoinkmoo.pitas.com hee hee hee... Jen just registered it. Wami, go and do the layout? ^^ I still owe Syat a layout and I'm feeling very lazy lately ^^
Saturday, December 30, 2000, 01:06 a.m.
it's a good day *cackles madly* trust the choir people to bring back all the hyperactivity and the craziness I momentarily lost in Singapore :P and I can't keep this Gloria tune out of my head!!!!
Christine, are you reading this? I don't suppose so, with all those books I just lent you today ^_~ enjoy!
Friday, December 29, 2000, 12:24 a.m.
forgot to say that this girl at my hall's been attacked by a virus that sends off e-mail bombs to other people so my university e-mail account mailbox was full and I think it got closed for a while so if you sent me an e-mail (via ANY address, because they'll all go into the same place) that bounced, please e-mail me again? thankies!
PS Jen, choose a name for our log! *boink*
Thursday, December 28, 2000, 11:30 p.m.
It's been a tiring day for meeeeee... >.< I've been lazing around for days and suddenly everything came to life today (although the traffic was niceee.. I love empty Jakarta streets!) I had insomnia last night so I had only a few hours of sleep then I woke up for choir. Choir was short but fun, practiced our whole chorus pieces of Vivaldi's Gloria. (I discovered I can climb the stairs to the 8th floor of my old high school without feeling anything at all ... the result of climbing too many Stairs of Suffering at NUS -_-) Tagged along my parents for the entire day after that. Crashed at Christine's house in the afternoon, ending up borrowing a dozen of mangas. ^^
Got a phone call from Seki, who's home for the holidays since 2 days ago... Now it seems I have lots of things to do in the space of the few days I have til I leave. Jen suggested we get ourselves a group log. Saw Wami's new self-owned site! Chatting with Nael via SMS >.<
Me : Seki meet sos1 Sat
Nael : Me in Bali next week
Me : Me back to SG on Mon
Nael : Can't you go on the 8th
Me : Gigi lu! [an expletive]
Nael : when Seki going back
Me : dunno just arrived 2 days ago whatcha doin
Nael : watching hbo at hotel boring almost midnight here
aaah, the joy of SMS!!!
Still need to phone Kay to remind her about choir tomorrow.
Thursday, December 28, 2000, 01:30 a.m.
I'm talkative today.... *shrug* Then again, I've been very hyper since yesterday. I practically scared Toshi away ^^ But you still love me, don't you, daddy-kun? *slurp* Had a nice long talk on the phone with Christine... she mentioned I'm an interesting mentality paradox hee hee hee.. ^^;
Dear mother suddenly surprised me today on the car...
Mother : Do you happen to need a scanner?
Me : *blink, blink* A scanner? Me? I don't really need it very much.... I can always use the school's...
Mother : I saw that they're not very expensive. Maybe you can get one.
Me : Well... I suppose I *can* use it to scan my mangas and stuff.... *looks at mother suspiciously* it'll certainly help me with my websites
Me (thinking) : I thought yesterday she was telling me to pay attention more to my studies rather than being online all the time
Mom : well, let's go to take a look at them later! You can bring it back with you to Singapore.
Me : *still baffled* Yeah... sure....
And just now she was actually smiling when she came into my room and saw me in front of my laptop. I'm totally confused now >.<
IASC uses banners now! I belatedly realized they're nicer than codes and probably more effective ^^ I whipped out a few simple banners from my favourite pics ^^ Hee hee hee....
Wednesday, December 27, 2000, 07:32 p.m.
I think drowning myself with home-made latte followed by mother's favourite apple/orange concoction is doing funny things with my digestion..... -_-
I finished my KareKano review for NUS Anime Club site today! Yay! One more burden off! Just in time for January edition (if David decides to use it for January!) I think my review is still not good enough *critically* I'm going to add a few more things later.
A few people e-mailed me asking what the hell a clique is X_X I think I need to explain things a bit more on the site >.<
I'm getting very, VERY vexed at Kay and Christine. They are my oldest best friends but their bad habits are really, really annoying lately. See, Kay is the tardy, self-absorbed one with an amazing lack of self-discipline and with the presence of her boyfriend, she'll degrade even more. Christine is the never-reply-email one and when she does reply, I doubt she even reads mine properly -_- And she's currently also home here in Jakarta and she has moved house and therefore changed her phone number and she hasn't got the decency to phone me first. Unless, well, she didn't read my e-mail properly to know I'm currently in Jakarta. Oh damn, it's good Mery is not here... she'll complicate things even more for me.
I think I need a collective site now ^^ I need an idea for a name...
Kara-chan, how doyou blog in Nihongo, BTW.. I can read Jap characters but don't know how to write with them... Good luck with your nihongo blogging! ^^ Anata no nihongo wa ii desu yo! Ganbatte naa! ^_^x
Wednesday, December 27, 2000, 12:57 a.m.
Netscape sucks >.< Don't even think of viewing this page with Netscape!
I made a new site today... err.. it's actually a clique. The idea's been going on in my mind for a few months now but I just feel like doing it only today. The layout's rather... kindergarden-y (??) but with my mentality, it's really not a surprise ^^ It's a clique for Indonesian anime site, actually... because I really like to see how Indonesians are doing in otakudom and I find Indonesian sites are a bit difficult to find, so I want them all in one place. Myahahahaha... Indonesian peopleeeeeee! Please join. If you don't have a site yet, MAKE ONE NOW! I suppose they will soon be asking me WHY I didn't make a site in Indonesian since it is for Indonesians. My answer is still the same, I don't like writing in Indonesian ^^ I TRIED making a site in Indonesian. It ended up being so corny and lame >.< Written Indonesian is soooooooo unflexible. It's another matter when it comes to spoken Indonesian ^^
I have choir practice at 8 tomorrow on Idul Fitri's day. We're not Muslims (we're a Christian's school choir!) so it's not a problem but I don't think people will come >.< It is a national holiday what... I don't even have a driver to drive me to school.
I went to Kino today and tried desperately to find those set of Clow cards Ami-chan bought and couldn't find it so she must have bought the only set (I'm not surprise there was only ONE set). Not that I want to buy it myself (I'll have to starve myself for the next 2 years if I do) but I just want to take a look at it. It's CLOW CARDS, for god's sake!!!!!!! *envying Ami-chan* Kanata Kara 11 is available at Kino!!! *drool on Izaku's pic on the cover* but it's being published in Indonesian anyway so I guess I'll wait for it to come out. Besides, Jap mangas here are more expensive than in Singapore.
Damn, I'll be going back to Singapore and the hell called university life in 4 days -_-
Tuesday, December 26, 2000, 02:19 a.m.
Christmas decidedly got depressing with news and reports of bombings all across the country, but I've been living in Indonesia for the past 19 years and since the past few years, bleak news are natural occurences that I avoid watching TV or listening to the radio or reading the papers. Oh yeah, I'm jaded enough when it comes to my country *shrug*
My parents, however, are not. Just listening to them discussing about the latest happenings in our beloved country make me feel sick. Unfortunately, I am usually stuck in the car with them, so I have no choice, do I? >.< I really, really don't want to hear anything else about it. I live in a country where most of the people, including the government, commit idiotic acts on a regular basis. Disgusting, isn't it?
ANYWAY! *deep breath* Zerostance and Divine are now officially sister sites. I made an update on ZS today, adding a special section for the sister site thingy, and changing the splash page for the occassion. I was halfway uploading the stuff when my lousy provider decided to make things difficult so I shut down my computer and proceeded to finish my CCS tapes. Syaoran and Sakura are soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute! *hanyaan* Now I'm feeling inspired to continue my CCS fics or write new ones. I'm so bad, I rarely finish fics I start :P All the stuff are uploaded now :) Go take a look at it!
Mia, how are you doing? hope you had a nice Christmas day... did the bombs scare you?
Daddy Tosh, thanks for the trouble of giving me my birthday present! I can't wait to see it. You really really make me curious with all your hints and insinuations... -_-
Rereading my entire David Eddings books now, it's something I do everytime I'm on holidays ^^ Except some of the them are at my brother's in US and have been for years and I bet he lost them already. I hate how my brother always lost our books since we were little. I like to have a collection and he keeps on losing books >.<
Monday, December 25, 2000, 06:29 p.m.
Merry Christmas, everyone! Hope you all had a great Christmas day. I had a nice Christmas night, amidst bombs blowing up in churches across the country :P But I *still* went to church despite my parents' protests and I'm grateful nothing bad happened. My brother thought I was nuts to go out as well :P And I still stopped by at this place to eat some toasts on my way home. Harya, Kay's boyfy, drove me home and I think he's beginning to feel just a little bit threatened by my incessant chattering =D (I *was* feeling terribly hyperactive) It's not often I get to meet him and talk to him although Kay's been going out with him for 3 years. Oh damn, I forgot yesterday was actually their anniversary... was it???!!! No wonder they were so lovey-dovey. I know, I know, evil me for disturbing them, but like I said, it's been going on for three years and I haven't got the chance to actually get to know him so I'm entitled to torture him a bit when I do get the chance to do so. Isn't that what a girl's best friend is supposed to do? ^_^x And I do personally think he needs some bashing on the head -_- (figuratively and literally speaking) maybe next time..... *fox ears*
I don't particularly have anything to do today so I made a layout for this page. I like the pic I use up there very very much. It's taken from CLAMP's Magic Knight Rayearth 2 and there should be a huge, cute-looking Mokona below the fairy (I forgot her name >.<) I have the pic myself, torn from Nakayoshi a long time ago, and I slip it inside my plain white binder cover and people always ask me where I got a binder like that hahaha...
Have a great holidays, minna-san!